29 NOV. Is a Long Long Journey

HON3Y coming my house again...

at home whole day.didnt go anywhere.

hon3y came find me.

before hon3y came,

i play this game call "HAIR SALON"

a very fun game to play

was intro by sharon, hon3y sister.

she send to me.

so now while waiting for hon3y to eat lunch wif me,

i play this game for a while.

nth much today.

hon3y eat dinner at me house,

help me delete unwanted stuff in the computer.

and off he went home.

tmr going to start work at GV, dunno whether i like it anot

going there to try. see how is it like.

if i dun like will quit.

that's all

wake up around 8.30am,
as i have no cell today before service,
as my cell girls i alwaes mixed with
was all busy with GB parade.

alone.

so i take up time down to church.
&before going church went up to NAH NAH house
to pass auntie karon some stuff
which my parent brought back from their hometown.
play with noami and nah nah..
noami was cute.
i told her that "jie jie juju have to go back church wif auntie susan le"
she hug me and say "i dun let you go, wan you to stay"
"ltr go wif me."
hahx i was thinking she so cute..

then wen i about to leave le. i say bye bye, she didnt care me..
i think she pissed off wif mi for not going church wif her.
I LOVE them so much, they are the three cuties...

reach church saw SUGARPIE giving the command.
"SUGARPIE, you did a great job. it wasnt a big error you made.
dun think too much about it.kk."

then was heading to service le.
my girlfriend all sit wif GB,
so i went to sit wif RAYMOND kor kor
&Tongli who haven came for a long while.

after sevice i was waiting for my girlfriend to finish their GB parade,
so that i can go eat wif them,but they were busy..
"oh well. guess i have to eat alone again..."
so i went to sit wif the other youths which im not so close wif..

"sry girlfriends, i left early,
nv spend time wif you girls after church,
saw you girls was busy,
so didnt wan to disturb so i left.
was tired also
&was kind of pissed off wif my guy also,
who didnt came church today.
im sryy.. hope you girls will forgive me."

so i went to find HIM asking why he didnt come church,
end up he overslept. dun do it again okie!.
is okie. i forgive you..
&i slept at his house, was tired i guess
then went to eat dinner wif kyan family.
he is so cute but naughty at times..

hah overall i love HOn3y family,
they are so friendly..

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HOn3y,
Happy Four Months!!!

Every time I look at you, you make me wanna smile,
Let me hug you &hold you in my arms for a while.
I think you're so cute,I think you're so sweet,
I love the way you act, I think that's pretty sweet.
Every time I'm around you, you make me burst with joy,
I feel like a little girl,letting you pemper me.
Whenever I'm not with you I feel all alone,
I feel so far away but I thank God for the telephone.

When I hear your sweet voice answering on the other side,
It makes me go crazy, it makes me lose my mind.
My love for you is true&I hope you too feel this way,
I love you with all of my heart, hey, that's all I gots to say.
hon3y, I want to thank you for coming into my life,
I feel like I've known you forever,
your favorite color is yellow, &you love sponge bob square pants.
You totally changed my life &the way I think,
You came to me and I fell in love with you in a blink.

In a blink of an eye to be exact,
I hope we never have to say good-bye, cause hon3y,
I love you with all my heart and that's a fact.
When I leave to school, you I'm going to miss,
I love you so much, hon3y I feel like giving you a kiss.
When I look into your precious eyes,I see a beautiful you,
A person full of love and trust, hon3y,what can I say, you're my sweetheart.

Whenever you look at me and throw me a smile,
You make me feel like a crazy juvenile.
So crazy that I would do anything to be with you,
hon3y, my love for you is true.

I still have many things to say
but if I did I would stay here all night,
Let me just put it this way, you got it all,
you make me blow up like dynamite.

hon3y,
I just want to say one more thing that is very true,
hon3y, you know what,
I love you.

i love going out wif you time and time,
i never stop wanting to go out with you,
i jus wan to be with you forever & ever.
i jus wish my dream and wish will come true.

you are everything to me,
forget the past and just be with me,
im now your truely girlfriend you alwaes wish.
im here for you wenever you need me,
my arms is always open,

is you i want and never wan to be apart,
with you by my side,
im content.
i LOVE you with all of my heart.

i had a wonderful day today, and i enjoyed every moment wif you
and from 291107 this moment,
im yours forever.

hon3y came my house today,
came around 12.30 wen i was still half sleeping.
i get up to wash up
&hon3y was watching tv.

in the noon time we decided to go westmall for a walk.
and eat our lunch plus playing acarde.
hon3y wanted to play wan..
so i accompany him.

then it was about to rain.
we decided to go home quickly.
wen we were home. we watch our 5.30 chinese show together.
and after that hon3y sing song wif my brother guitar for me.
so sweet.. I LOVE YOU.!

we were cokking maggie mee half way wen
my dad then about7.45pm,
who jus pass through the custom,
ask us to get ready to go down and help to carry up stuffs.
my mum was up first.
wen we were carrying up the last stuff
GUESS WAD??

we were lock outside.
my gate the lock could not open.
hahhahx. my dad was like pissed off.
he went down and go park his car at the carpark first.
while my hon3y started to try opening the lock.

i was like "hon3y you cant go home today!!".
wahahahahx. i pray hard to GOD.
to help us go through this stuff..
help us to open the gate lock.
and hon3y manage to open...
finally we can get in..

"we got lock outside for 30 mins..
real funny come to think of that..."

after that we ate our dinner and
watch our 9pm HAHA chinese show.
then hon3y went back after that,.

having chalet from 24 march to 26 march.

DAY1

before that, went out wif hon3y.

about evening time went to chalet.

first day normally nth to do.

siting down in the living room and watch tv and video.

my friend friend brought his drama chinese show.

which have lots of parts.

so watch until tired,

then my friends was hungry.

so we went out for a bite.

then come back fall aslept

while watching the show.

DAY 2

day 2 more happening.

cuz we were having BBQ.

my friends all brought their GFs plus BFs.

so i invited my hon3y to come over.

went to get the foods.

then start BBQ.

Guys doin the BBQing

while girls watching the drama show which haven finish.

the BBQ was good.

i decided to ask my hon3y to stay over nite there.

then i was tired, i slept for a while.
cuz i wanted to see sunrise.
about 5.30 i woke up
and went to see sunrise with my hon3y
so so romantic.

"the funniest parts was.......
wen both of us was lying down on the stone.
we decided to play a game,
by looking at the clouds and
telling each other wad we see in that. hehe
sometime we think alike."

DAY 3

in the afternoon,

woke up late.

so went to have lunch late. hahax.

(slept late last nite.)

after lunch we had games,

until nite time went out for dinner.

then after dinner,

i and hon3y went to the playground.

i met my junior from BALESTIER ITE.

their chalet was jus opposite us.

i and hon3y contiune chatting

until we got bitting by yiwen. hahahx

"yiwen yiwen go away."

then we were thirsty,

so we decided to went back.

i decided to go back in the morning,

i mean to my boyfriend house

so after saying good bye to my fellow friends.

DAY4

before going home in the early morning...

my boyfriend brought me a place

where couples in the middle of the nite went..

"glad that hon3y got bike."

can bring me to every where nice.

"GUYs if you need any

romantice place for eu and ur GFs.

feel free to ask my hon3y,

he like know everything..."

he brought me to Punggol end

which was so quiet, cold and long roads.

then another place,

which i kind of forgot.

but both was a nice place to relax....

after that we went to have our breakfast.

which was very early in the morning.

and then went home slept.

reach home about 5.30am...

woke up in the afternoon, we went to bugis walk walk.

brought a new short which is very short. hahahx.

then went back home and watch my chinese show.

then hon3y send me home le.

BABY HONEY!

THANK SO MUCH FOR BRINING ME

TO ALOT OF WONDERFUL PLACES.

im so happy that you can come for the chalet.

LOVE you deep deep

is two days more.. counting...

GOD IS RISEN. HE IS RISEN IN DID.

early in the morning woke up
&went down to church for practice.
as we were dancing for service ltr onward.

had our practice three times
and then put up our make up and our hair.
we were all so pretty.
was excited dancing for GOD again but nervous too.
it was our third time. =)

but we are dancing for GOD.
so we have to be non nervous.
it was after sermon and
we were like dancing after OFFERING.
which is after sermon. and it was starting.
and it began.....

Soon it was finish!
phew....
it was over but it was fun dancing.
everyone was like praising us.
they say the dance was good.
Video uploading in process.....

we girls and guys was overjoyed.
we managed to finish the whole dance
not even any mistake.

to the girls...
"we guys did great,
GOD will be happy and overjoyed
after seeing our love for him.
jus remember we did it for GOD.
he Know we loved him alot."

after service,
we went to have lunch in church.
and then off i went to my Hon3y house.
we went out for a while and then went home
and watch him play soccer.
after that went home..

it was a Saturday morning,
arite 10 something woke up
& start sewing my dress.
and was watching tv too.

was preparing for at nite hon3y's friend wedding.
"i was so surpise that hon3y actually ask me to go.
First time in my whole life,
im going wedding dinner with my BOYFRIEND."

was sewing my dress wen someone from behind tickle me?
i thought it was my big brother
as he often do that, end up it was Hon3y.
i didnt acutally realize he came already. hahax.
i was SHOCKED.
so we about 11.30am made a move first down to hon3y place.

after lunch,
he went down and did his bike,
and after i watch my show,
i went down and accompany him.
after doing his bike, i got ready first.
and he then go ready.

it was still long, so i watch my tv show.
about 7pm hon3y's auntie ask us to get ready
as their uncle is on the way to fetch us go.
i was ready. hahax. onli him and his brother.

soon we reached there,
"hmmmm wedding dinner, wen's mine?"
really so excited to see wedding again, is been a long time.
since i attended wedding dinner.
the food was yummy.
"i like going wedding dinner."
had fun there.
there was once incident,
very very funny. hahahx.
i laugh until non-stop. hon3y......
i know you are reading this.. wahahahahx..

okie enough other that. it was a real fun nite!

A DAY TO REMEMBER.

after that hon3y couldnt send me home as he drank jus now,
so my dad came and pick me up.
so sweet rite.
haahax
then went home le.

"GOOD FRIDAY for Christian
is that Jesus died on the cross for our sins."
come to think, is real that sad.
that he actually died on the cross for our sins.
he really loved us alot. and yup.
i love him too. i love being a christian.

morning woke up at 7am preparing to go church, as i have dance practice.
it was kind of early, everyone was still in their sleepy mode.
we dance until 10am and got ready for GOOD FRIDAY service.

after serivce we got music seminar,
so hon3y waited for me until it was finish which was like 1.30 to 5.30.
thank you hon3y, you willling to wait for me!! i lov3 you.

then off i went to hon3y house and eat dinner plus watch TV.
after that hon3y send me home..

"yea! someone got his bike today!
that someone must be overjoy. hahax.
arite, HOn3y got his new bike!
hahax. his new wife.
but i will alwaes be his first wife
& his bike will be his second wife.
i dun care. bueks =P"

his old wife dun wan le. change new wife. so ke lian. hahahx. feel so sad for the old bike.lots of memories you know.hahax =)

The Last Supper
waited for him to come my house.
went to get his NEW BIKE first.
then eat dinner and went off to church.
today was the MAUNDY THURSDAY.
means THE LAST SUPPER before
Jesus died on the cross for our sins.

Finish quite early and went home after that.
hon3y went off wif his new bike and meet his frenz.

as long as you're here,
my heart will still beat for you, just for you.
as long as you don't break my heart,
i won't break yours.
as long as you trust me,
i will never let you down.
as long as you're faithful,
i will be faithful.
as long as you laugh, baby,
i will be happy
as long as i'm still living on this world,
you will always be mine.
if you are angry,
i willing to let you throw ur temper at me.
and even if you lie to me,
i will still believe you.

cuz you are the
most important person in my life now.
& i dun wanna ever leave you.
i wan to grow old with you.
myhon3y, stay with me always,
till my heart beat stop
dearest, love me always,
so that i will smile even if i die,
because you love me,
i'm contented:)

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bore!
didnt find hon3y today as he was working.
wen to find stuff to do.

like editing my genting photos,
decor myroom with stars,
editing my blog.

nth much today.
in thevening, went westmall to print photos.
and buy which i needed.

came home watch my show until now.
contiune editing my blog.
doin stuff. chatting online.
hon3y called me after work.
then now going slp le.

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*randomly
jus wandering /thinking....
im like addicted to my hon3y.
so addicted.
stick to him like a flower and a stalk.
"a flower cant leave w/o a stalk,
baby cant leave w/o hon3y."

YOU are my SHINING STAR. I LOV3 YOU.

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IN the morning,
hon3y &me went DOVER ITE
for REGISTRATION.

saw lots of my SC frenz.
plus SEcondary friends.
hehex =)
&Hon3y say i so famous..
wahahahhax. lol

after that went to Hon3y area for swimming,
his place there very nice to Tan.
"Hon3y! next time i go ur there swim le."
very very sunny. and i got dark.
it was a very HOT day that day.
didnt rain at all, in the west or east.

oh ya,
will be wondering why i call Darlin,
HOn3y alreadi?
is real funny to come and think.
is too random. jus out of the sudden
we decided to change.
hahax "darling de word" too common.
yea =)

im his baby,
&he is my hon3y

it was lunch time,
we went to grab a bite.
hungry! starving!
after that, went back home.
we slept for a while as we were tired.
after a hOt tiring day.

about evening at 8.30pm went to MAC.
eaten dinner alreadi
then went back watch my chinese show.

after that off we go home!
i nv felt so happy before in my liFE!

he's everything to me!
Hon3y is most perfect person i met.
even thought he had bad or hot temper.
he will alwaes be my Hon3y!

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early in the morning,
about 10am.
hon3y came and fetch me
to his house..

then we went to slp.
about 11am,
his friends called,
asked him whether wan to go grab a bite together.
so hon3y told them meet at 12pm.

after lunch went tampines mall,
about 3pm. went back.

then about 6.30pm we got ready and set off to suntec
to meet my cuzin Lydia with her BF plus a friend
went to eat dinner and after that,
went walking around.
First time in our whole life, we are going out.
FINALLY. hhahax.

after that hon3y &me decided to go esplande.
long time nv been there. seat down and chat.
hehex. then about 10pm.
hon3y wans me to go back early.
so yea. off we go home.

LYDIA i have FUN going out wif you.
is our FIRST time.
called me out again arit!
WAITING.

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TRIP TO GENTING
(DAY 1)
woke up 5am.
was super sleepy.
off we go to Ang Mo Kio to find our cuzin.
then off we went to the checkpoint.

reached at 1.30pm.
was hungry so we grab a bite.
after checking in the hotel.
we tooks lots of pictures.

then went to FIRST WORLD
&play acrade while our parents
plus lois went to watch "FLOOD".

back to our hotel after a long day.
dream of myHONEY that nite.

(DAY 2)
woke up about 7.30am.
meeting the rest for breakfast at 8am.
we wanted to play the rides and all that
but it was too misy so most of the rides are fixing.
so we decided to head down to KL for shopping.

reached KL.
we shop around until we were hungry
so we went to grab a bite.
didnt buymuchthings as couldn't find the stuff i wan.

after tht we rush back to
watch our 11pm movie "SPIDERWICK"
but end up couldnt watch.
LONG STORY.
so we went back to play acarde again.
but we had FUN.
hehex collecting tokens and go redeem.
our parent wwere tired so they went back to hotel first.

so is left to us. after playing,
we went outdoors and feel the breeze.
wow. was cold.
and we decided to take pictures in this cold weather.

then off we go back to our hotels.
dream of myh0n3y again.
must be missing him alot.

(DAY 3)
woke up at 8am.
CHeck out.
breakfast.
suppose to leave at 10am but we left at 11am.
headed down to mint shopping centre and shop.
brought a 4GB thumbdrive
for 59 malaysia money.
change to singapore,
will be like freaking 26 somthing dollars.
and brought a game soccer
for myhon3y.

we took our last meals before setting off to tuas.
along the way we stop for resting and restrooms.
brought tibits for myhon3y family.
off we go &carry on our jounery.

about 8pm we reached singapore,
and first thing we sister cuzin do was called our BF.
we went to jurong east near swimming complex there
&had our dinner.

after dinner, all was tired and we headed HOME.
HOME SWEET HOME

"off i go in 5 hrs more!!yea =)
going to Genting wif my cuzin.
looking forward to this three days
will be back on sat nite."

today wen to adrab street near bugis,
getting those cloths and ribbons
for our dance this coming easter day.

it was raining so heavily! non-stop.
like yesterday.
wen to meet xiu feng at the bus stop and off we go.
about 4.30 we reach and it was so hard walking inthe rain.
have to close umberalla then open again. haahx
about 5.30 we finish getting th stuff .

then darlin came find mi as he have no work today!!
at least can see darlin before going off.
hahahahahx . Happy.

then xiufeng went back to find jun hao,
so i and darlin went walking around, darlin got a cold.

"darlin tc of urself wen im away k.
drink more water, dun drink cold drink.
you are sick!! wen riding pls put on ur jacket.kk"

then darlin wanted to go play acarde.
so i follow. see him play. hahhax.
then it was about 7pm le.
i told darlin i wanted to see my chinese show.
so we rush back, manage to see it.hahhax.

after that about 11. darlin send me home le.
he want me to slp early so that ltr can manage to wake up.
so now getting off to bed le.
back on sat nite to post.

I LOVE YOU, darling miss ya

arite today is a very damn freaking boring day.
didnt know wad to do this afternoon.
was finding movie show to see but
none suit me and the video is bad.

and it was raining cats and dogs,
then stop then rain again.
but it was a nice weather to slp in.
i decided to take a nap still 6pm.
woke up and wen to take a bath.
getting ready to go church for dance.

having dance this few days as
we are dancing on easter day .
waitng for my brother and dad to come home
and fetch us to church.

having dance from 7.30 to 10.30.
but we were late. haven eaten dinner yet also.
so we quickly eat and start our dance.

the dance was great.
we manage to complete it. yea=)

then daddy fetch us home.

Today is darlin exam,
he finally finish his two years in higher nitec le.
years past that fast, and for me?
in one more month going in higher nitec.
wen to find darlin, too bad i lose.
if i win darlin will come fetch me
but i lose to him in "scissor, paper, stone"
oh well. is arite.

it was raining so didnt went to IKEA str8,
darlin came fetch me from the MRT and
then we went home first.

TRIP TO IKEA

about 2pm. wen the rain was smaller, we went IKEA. i wanted to go IKEA to get some deco for my wall.
so i ask darlin to pei me go. hehex.
wen walking around finding the stuff i wan.
and i saw lots of nice stuff.
after getting the stuff.
darlin was craving for MEATBALLS.
i didnt try it before. so darlin feed me.
it was yummy yummy.

after that we went to paid for it, i brought

4pieces x2 of small square mirror for $9.95
3pieces of flowers deco for $29

hehe then we went home, we slept for a while and then darlin wanted to dye his hair. so we went down to the watson and brought the golden hair colour.

hehhe didnt realize that the hair dyed was good. few MINs and my hair is brown, oh ya, i also use half of it. hahahahx. and now my darlin look like hmmmmm... Ah MO. ahhahahx. lol

after that darlin send mi home le. wont be seeing darlin for 6 days. going off Genting on the 13 to 15 and tmr plus wed he will be working. hehehx. so DARLIN make sure i see you in church ON sunday morning kk.!!! wahahhahahax. =)

today is sunday,
and i couldnt wake up,
it was a good weather to slp.
but i force myself to wake up as
i had to get to church for my steward.
we were late,
my two brother is serving and me too.

so after the service,
we had cell.
and our cell today topic was on
Genesis first chapter in the bible.
we broke into two group and taking turn to speak out,
wad happen in the book of Genesis chapter 1.

after cell we had lunch in church as
there was lunch given in church from today starting.
as to get to know the new comers.
but i didnt eat in church,
and i went off wif Raymond to JP first then Marina Square.
we went JP eat our lunch first as he wan to do his jeans.
but too bad the person who sewing jeans wasnt there.
so he another day have to come back.

so we headed down to marina square after lunch.
we went down to find my darlin.
he good boy stuuyding at starbucks wif his frenz.
we both went walking around first then go find him.
wen i find him.
raymond wen home first.
and i pei darlin, wen to chat wif liyanah then i play PSP.
after darlin finish studying.
we went home as we have to be home for dinner.
darlin's uncle treat, cuz he won 4D .
hehex. it was BIG family dinner.

im so lucky.
happy to be with darlin.
kyan family was there too.
so i play wif kyan. yea.
kyan finally let mi carry him le.
hehex. after dinner went back home and
darlin went play soccer.
i at home watching TV "world trade center"at HBO.
it was a great show.
it really break my heart wen seeing the show again.
after that darlin came home and watch together,
after that he send mi home le. tmr darlin got exam.

GOOD LUCK TO MY DARLIN> ALL THE BEST>

arite, today was a great day,
i went for my dance at 1.30pm to 6pm today.
first we start of wif Tambourine and then Flags.

so before flags we have to do warm up and jun hao is the one leading.
wow his warm up is one hard ones.

after that we carry on wif our Flags.
arite overall was great.
the dance is nice.
the dance is so graceful.
we got two dance,
one is a dance of all of our patteren,
and another dance is for our easter day which is coming.

yea and i remember my dance step.
im Happy.

we finish about 5.45 and
then we sit down and
discuss of our costumes wise and accessiors.

it was about 6.30 and we all left,
jonathan went for D&D meeting,
joyce and pei qi went home,
i and xiufeng went for Q,
but before that we plus jun hao went to eat dinner
and then we headed to alexis house
and jun hao went home. hehx.

so we arrived at her house about 8pm. and wow.

her room was so different.

very stylish. took this pic in her room.

i had fun during Q,
Oh Q is something like a bible studying class.
learn few thing which taught us in the bible.
and had fun.
laughing here and there.

today went down again to find darlin,
and then went to do his bike
he went to take his new part of the bike out
and sell and fix in the old part back.

he alreadi decided on the new bike,
the colour and everything.
"so two weeks more and the bike is done." =)
so have to jus wait and once its done.
trade in the old and the new come.

so sad baby darlin have to leave his 2 years lau po le.
"dun worry still got me, and your new lau po"
"hehex"

then after that we went home,
it was HOT and sunny,
so we decided to go and sleep for a while.

about 7pm we woke up and watch our chinese show and after that,
i decided to bring BENJI down for a walk along wif darling.
benji met new friends.
so happy playing together,
at first he was scare and then after few mins.
he get along wif the other dog.
"so cute."
then contiune walking around.
"so romantic". hehe

it was about time to go up le.
before our chinese show start,
and by the time we went up.

kyan came.
he is so adorable.
he was at his auntie house,
so we went there and play wif kyan
at the same time watch our chinese show.
he is quite naughty and playful.
he play until he hit his head on the door.
aiyo. so scary,
he pause a moment and then scream very loudly.
phew! it was very loud!!
after the his granny sayang him,
then nth wrong le.
back to normal, playing.

after the chinese show ,
darlin send mi back before going kyan house play mj.

arite today i went down to find my darlin.
darlin went to bring his ah gong for checkup.
so i went down to his house first then we went to eat.

i decided to dye my hair
cuz after i had cut my hair my hightlight gone le.
so after lunch.
darlin and i went watson and get the Hairdye.
reachhed home, darlin help me dye hair.
it was unsuccessful.
colour did come out but wasnt the color i wanted.

but overall thank you darlin for helping me.
"ai shi ni le" (hopefully i spell correct)

BIKES
after dying my hair. darlin bring me go see his new bike,
at that moment, darlin still didnt noe wad bike he wanted.
so i, as his gf, i told him to follow his heart.
i did my job too.
wahahahhax.

so he decided to get the bike he wanted,
and i went along wif it.
finally he finish choosing his bike,
but now was the colour.
hahahx. "he really look stress."
he didnt noe wad colour,
so i told him i like orange, he can consider.
i told him again to follow his heart and
he did.
finally he found the colour.
"orange and black. "
he say he like also, so yea.
Orange.
yea yea. =)

after that he send mi home,
how i wish i could stay at his house. hmmmmm..

"Through i walk in the midst of trouble,

thou wilt revive me: thou shalt stretch forth

thine hand against the wrath of mine enemies,

and thy right hand shall save me."

Psalm 138:7

yes. indeed, wen im in trouble, HE is alwaes there for me.
He see mi through my hardship and sorrows.
so i wan to thank GOD for answering my prayers
now and then.

i wan to THANK GOD for helping me get a job.
starting soon on monday.
i wan to THANK GOD for helping us clear our arguements.
and we are back to normal.
i wan to THANK GOD for helping me remeber the steps for dance.
and i remember very clearly.

overall i wan to THANK GOD for everything
you have done for me. thank you LORD JESUS.

Today nth much, went to PS meet darling
and went to the GV for interview,
and the manager say wait for her call on sun.
after that we walk around, asking for part-time jobs.

then went back home,
but i dunno wat happen to me or darling,
we suddenly become so cold to each other.
we didnt noe wad went wrongs.

i didnt noe wat i say to darling wen on the bike,
at the lift there darling ignore me,
"like suddenly quiet wen usually he is not."
so i asked him, "what's wrongs"
he reply,"nth"
but normally if ppl said "nth",
there's comfirm somethings is wrong
so i asked him again.
and then he got mad.

so fine i didnt disturb him, let him cool down.
so i watch my show. its was so long le.
he still haven come to me.
like you know COME to me.
he still can play his game.
so i was little bit pissed off.
and then he still can ask mi,
"darlin, i go down play basketball kk."
and i reply was "up to you loh."
and he really go down.
i didnt wan him to go down,
i wanted him to accompany me.
so i thought he will be automatic and stay.
end up he jus went out w/o saying goodbye to me.

i let him go is becuz i didnt wan him to think im a gf
whu dun let him go out play wif his friends but im here??
at least if you wan to play wif your friends
go play wen i not around loh. why go play wen im around,
alone at home wif benji watching tv.
very lonely you know.

BUT after that everything was back to normal
wen we suddenly decided to chat. he say sorri,
i say sorri. everything was OKAY then.
we were happy.
is a good thing that we can sort things out,
i dun like to keep being angry and
put things inside my heart, is good to let it out.
and let your partner know how you feel,
and sort it out together.
it will make you feel better and
it bring the relationship closer.

why why why...

is jobs so hard to find?
why isnt there jobs that i like out there.
or which can put inside my schedule?

is not that i dun wan to find job.
ppl have their own reasons okie.
so wat if i have millions or billion of reasons.

they jus cant figure out how to start work.
&why some ppl jus dun get it.
singaporean are crazy over money.
think they dun?

i really admire those ppl whu can work weekends.
i jus wan to find a work that can make mi happy working there
but weekends?

hmmmmm..... what should i do?
where can i find jobs?
wat kinds of job should i work?
how's my schedule going to be like?

i jus dunno how to start or where or ever how to start?
if you dun wan to care then fine.
no need to be pissed off.

today we have combine service as
some of the youth leaders are at chalet.
but is a amaze.
the adult service was full w/o the older youth.

so after service we went to have our lunch and
after lunch i and darling went off.
we were tired and went home.

i was sleeping and darlin using com.
then about 4.30pm i woke up &
darling went to slp.
hahax.

so i went to watch movie through com.
a very funny show. i let my darlin slp first.
he looks tired.
then after that going sentsa to pick my brother up
at the same time fellowship and BBQ.

so i watch and it was going to be 6pm.
so i woke darling up.
cuz my parent was in church for the dialet service
so i have to meet my parent in church.
as they are driving us in.
so darlin meet us at vivo city the bike carpark there.
and my dad fetch us in.

BBQ

the BBQ was at sentosa chalet.
have lots of food but i didnt had chicken wings
or prawns. but it was fulling.

we tell about ghost stories
which made Dorcas freaked out.
and dorcas tell the stories about their day in the chalet
playing games. they sound that they had lotsof fun.

me too.
it was great that darling is brave to go around talking.
im happy that he feel comfortable wif my church friends.

after that we went home le.
i was tired and i went off to bed.

1.30pm to 6pm

arite today i went for my dance practice at 1.30.
my dad drive me to church. late about 5 mins.
luckily joyce didnt scold.

i started off with my tambourine from 1.30 to 2.30.
hahax it was a good day today as lot of our dancers went
for the Leaders retreat. so i will be able to learn more.

today onli got XF, JH and Me plus Joyce.
so 2.30 start our flags pattern. and we learn all already.
and i got use to my full shield, back shield &rod
weeeee. HAPPY.
we did the full dance and plus our easter day dance.
we finish at 6pm today. then i went home le.

then around 8.30 leave house and go meet up wif my darlin.
decided to go find HIM.
guess wad i forgot wad bus go to his work place there.
i took 124 instead of 139.
i alight the next stop and walk back to the bus stop again.
hahahax. & then took 139
hehe then went to eat supper.

after that went home.