29 NOV. Is a Long Long Journey

today, woke up at 6.30, and at 7am off to school,,
i feeling so so sick,

went to school alwaes coughing nonstop,
then after lesson till 9.30,
we are off to a talk at LR 1,
and the talk 3o mins over alreadi,
it was about 10 am onli,

so today BB want to fetch me home,
so i call him, and he was still sleeping,
then i say okie, i come myself,
but after that he call back, saying he come and pick me,

okie, hehex, so i went to accompany my friends to go eat,
then i went to the big foyer and wait for BB,

then BB came and fetch me back to his house,
went reached his house i was okie,
so i went to take a nap,
while bb went down and wash his bike,
wif his friends,
wen i woke up, i still feel jus fine,
until after i bath at BB house,
i feel my body was burning hot,

then i become very very weak,
i dunno wad thing happen to me,
wen i stand up, i felt dizzy,
so i admit today, i keep, ordering bb here and there,

but u must understand i wasnt feeling well,
suddenly got stomache pain, then running nose then cough,
im sorry okie.
i dint realize i was ordering you here and there,
i jus know that, i jus cant get out of bed.
i feel weak.!! im sorry.

then about 10pm, BB send me home,
i was damn sick,
few mins ltr BB left home,
BUT BB DIDNT MSG ME WEN HE REACHED HOME!!!!!
ANGRY!!

TODAY WAS A DAMN HOT WEATHER!!

class start in the afternooon,
2pm to 4.30pm.
evon msg woke me up at 10am,
trying to get back to slp but cant,

so went to on my com till 12pm,
and then went to bathe and get ready for school,

did all of my HW finish,
so im very happy.

then meet up wif hazri they all and went to class.
passing up all my HW, and teacher teach two topic today,
and i manage to finish the WORK teacher gave today,

after handling in, we can go, thats wad the teacher said,
so i quickly did it and off i went to Work,
at town, didnt know wad bus, BB say was Bus 14.
so i check the location, and boarded the bus,
about 30min to reach..

then went to change and start work,
was crowded on a monday evening,
hahahx.

finish at 10pm today,
went for my dinner at 8.05pm
and then back to my counter 2.

finally, it was over,
BB came and fetched me home,
i love him lots even wen he stayed kind of far to me.

wen reached home,
he and my brother chat about games and songs,
i wen to bathe and then at 12am,
which was our 5 MONTHS 'SARY!!
we wish each other then he went off home.!!!

HAPPY 5 MONTHS BB HONEY!!!

i heart you alot alot alot!!

this year was my best year ever wif you by my side,

there was up and down and we manage to solve it,

i jus cant stop loving you,

and i dun wan to stop loving you,

i wan to be wif you to the end of my life.

HONEY!.

you made my dream come true.!

as usual,
went for church, the last sunday of the month,
COMBIND.

Bb went for the adult service while i went for KID CHURCH,
LAST SUNDAY FOR THE MONTH,
and HE was sitting rite to the front,
so poor thing luckily, my brother jason went to keep him
accommpany..THANK YOU KOR KOR!

then after that AAT was the one to give our lunch today,
and we keep selling and selling,
trying our best to finish but left 17 packets still..

after that BB went to my house, and then about 4pm,
went to SPORT SCHOOL for his soccer friendly match,
first time in my life, following my BOYFRIEND,
to watch soccer.
at the same time did my HW which have to pass up tmr.

then went causeway point,
to get dinner and went home to watch TOMB RAIDER.

then until the time Bb wan to go home alreadi.
thats all for today.

thank for reading. (:

JUS came back from camp,
exhausted........

went str8 to dance, reach there about 3pm.
and then we had devotion and sharing time,
BB was there too,
as didnt wan to trouble him going up and down,
we will be going out ltr after dance,

sooon dance ended and we celebrate, SABRINA BIRTHDAY
which was pass i think..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SABRINA.

then off i went to dress up and everything,
and went off to PS.
ya i know, been going down there for work,
ya, sianz there le, but wat to do,
my "COTTON ON" clothing was there,
and the cinema got couples seat.

we book tickets from the AXS as it was fucking long queue.
"oops." NOooooo. get influece in that show,
HARLOD & KUMAR!!!
it was a damn "fucking funny" show i ever watched.
THANK BB.

before we watch, i went to cotton on and get:
- 2 BLOUSE for $20
- 2 SHORT for $30
TOTAL = 50 bucks...
oh ya, my paid came yesterday yesterday...

BB dun get upset k,
dun worry 9 more days and ur paid is coming,
next two week ltr.....
you already paid for everything.. so relax..
hehehx...

yup then went to eat KFC,
wanted to eat Billy bombers, but didnt know where,
expect MARINA.....

so we ate and then, went carrefor and walk walk,
then we saw Sabrina & her Guy.
then we say hi.. hahahax

then went outside and sit down,
chit chatting wif BB,
then as usual, took out his HP
starting to take photos..

hahax and then went back up to watch de
FUNNIEST MOVIE EVER!!!!

then BB fetch me HOME!!!

BB THANKS YOU FOR EVERY SINGLE THING,

i HOPE YOU ENJOYED WATCHING THE CD I GIVE YOU!!

and YOU WILL KEEP IT SAFE!!

I LEFT IT IN UR LIVING ROOM CUPBOARD.

WEN WE ARE MARRIED, I WANNA SEE.

HEHEZZZZ

HAPPY 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY

IN THREE DAYS TIME!!!!

today woke up early, have to be in school by 8.30am
in the morning, damn pack wif ppl on the bus,
i have to miss three buses until i got up one,
phew.... manage to get up the bus,
and i was early to school,

went to class,
today thursday will be the longest lesson time,
finish at 4.30pm. damn long.
my best day is tues, wed and fri.
go home before 12 or 1pm.

teacher keep on teaching,
and i was bluff and sleepy after lunch,
my friend and i went to the food heaven,
and ate this,

rice wif sambal Stingray,
Sambal Sotong and black pepper sausage.
our mouths was burning like hell.
even my guyfriends can even sweat
after eating that in a air-con place....
how HOT can it be.
drank alot of water...

that why i feel like sleeping after that..
lesoon soon teach until 4 15.
and i prepare to head to BB house.

but BB not yet finish work,
so i wait under his void deck,
and soon ltr he arrive,

we went up, and after BB shower,
we headed for dinner wif his mum.
ate three set meal of CHICKEN RICE.
then went shopping inside SHOP & SAVE.
then went home watch TV SHOW until 11pm.

during that, jaden call BB
making a surpise call to him,
asked whether wanna meet for supper.
so we went down to our common place,
we meeting them at 11.30,
so left house at 11.15pm..

that met up wif them le,
we started eating, and off we went home.. HAHA

today was the second week alreadi in school.

that's fast.

hahahx.. arite. school was not bad,
we had alreadi start our lesson.
&the funny thing is that,
i had alreadi learn most of it in NITEC YEAR 1.
like,
-NETWORKING
-COMMUCATION= "frequecy, wavelenght, volts......"
-DPA (P)= "OR, NOT, AND, NAND......."

all i have learn in nitex.
but is okay,
learn again, and might get higher grade. HAa.

yup, was having DPA this morning, grp together wif my friend.and we did together,it was not easy, but we manage to do it. hahahx. look at it until we were blurr.. wahahahahx. but it was fun, class is still not yet together, we were like grp in such a way, ........ erm.... like muslim one side, and chinese another side. ya.. so, finding a way to start the bonding. hahahahx. i stick wif some of the malay boys, yea, chinese not yet, but got talk to each other. hahahahahx...

so today class finish early, so went back home and slp, working at 5pm.

HaA.

today was the most enjoyable day ever,

JCC PULSE YOUTH,

celebrating our 5th YearsAnnversiary!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY P.U.L.S.E!!

may GOD keep you safe and guide you through

in everything we do!!

all the way PULSE!!.

yea. indid, we wan to thank GOD,

that GOD guide us through this 5 years

of hardship and bonding,

bringing us close to GOD.

wan to thank the D&D committee, if not for them,

we wont be enjoying so much today.

the MC was great and funny too.

thanks guys!!

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hon3y and i was rushing from his auntie house to there,

we were late but jus in time,

it jus began...

we had worship and then speech..

then dinner time!!!

we had game too, and my group wonn..

yea, but everyone was a winner.

then, lucky draw.. we had "LUCKY DRAW"

but different kind of lucky draw..

then we had a "special item" put up by the committee.

the drama was WELL DONE.

it was very powerful.

great job done.

and it was the closing time,

we had closing songs, prayer

and then grp PHOTOS!!!

THIRD DAY OF SCHOOL

Oh well, today was the third day,

nth much,
meeting new friends in class,
chatting wif them,

listening to teacher telling story,
like a story teller,
but LOve to repeat again and again,
hear until sianz,

then have PE,
telling story again...
Haha.

First week nth much de loh,
im lonely,
no girls to talk to,
all muslim..

the common things is that,
teachers, students all ask the same question,
repeating it until i sianz le,
they will ask "wat's your name"
i reply "juliana"
they reply "chinese or Malay"
i reply "chinese"
dunnno how many time i have repeated that..

after school,
went home and slp, until 5
then baby came find me after his work,
came my house for dinner.. yea..
that all.

i love MYBABY (:

SECOND DAY OF SCH.

SECOND DAY was happening,
kind of enjoy,
as my department, we had Team building,
was wandering why the rest of the department
do not have.

start our team building at 9 i guess,
and all the games, i played before,
damn sianz la.
but wen i grow up, i wan to be like those instructor.
they are damn cool,
so fun. playing together,

then last part, wen they ask our class to form a cheer,
my class was like onli 8, the rest all dunno where they went,
HaA, together was like 26. hahaahx. far different rite,
so i shall start the bonding, so i lead them in the cheer,
they expect a girl to do it,
but it was fun to me,
the instructor bully me, and friends too hAHa.
had made alot of new frenz.

then after that, was headed to lunch,
met evon they all in the cafe,
and then went up for CCA fair,
hahax.. funny was,
we were like year 2 student
giving out the STuDENT COUNCIL Form,
sitting on the chair like no one busy.
hahhax
so funny.

hey JONAT, we help you find ppl arite..
hahhahx.
must thanks us la.. lol. (:

then after that about 1pm, went home le,
was tired. so went home to slp,
until 5 something, baby say he is coming,
i wanted to go IKEA but it was raining,
so we cancel the trip,
and baby ate dinner at my home,
i was happy that baby, willy to meet me,
then after dinner, we went for a stroll..
chat few interesting stuff,
and then baby decided to go home,

so thats all for the day.
I LOVE YOU BABY HON3y (:

FIRST DAY OF SCH.

HAa.
let see...
i was freaking shy first day of sch.
was seperated from evon, jia jie and Fazli,
they were all together in the same class,
i was all alone in my course.

first was to head to your class and go to the hall,
i couldnt find myclass,
how bad can it be.
so i ask one of the teachers,
and the teacher told me that
EC department headed to the hall le.
so i headed to the hall and sat down,
was bore throughout everything,

then it was tea break,
met up wif fazli they all,
and grab a bite.
was totally not happy,
then saw many of balestierians and friends.
wen to say hi. and back to the hall to be divided
to ur own department,
EC was located in th hall,
the rest is to their own department block.

then the section head talk about EC,
and finally we were place to our own class,
luckily i knew one guy from balestier,
he was in my class,
i was like so happy,
no need to be alone anymore.
so decided not to change class.
first day nth much,

kind of bore. so after doin the data entry,
about 4.30pm, meet up wif fazli they all and went home.

Today baby came to church,
hehehehex.
happy to see him come,
but i felt bad,
didnt sit wif him in the service..

was attending Kids CHURCH.
i was leading songs.
hmmm.
but yup,
i feel very happy wen
baby can take care of his else.

yup, so after church service,
got buffet to eat,
then wen off to meet baby & his friends
as one of his friend his birthday 2 months old.
so cutee..
had buffet again, but couldnt eat so much.

then it was about 5.15, have to go meet jia,
as we were celebrating her bday today.
so we all meet at esplande,
ying ying ask me bring my guy,
so i brought him go too.
at least there was fun going on..

we went to fadilah new shop to celebrate,
didnt know fadilah and her husband got a shop.
cool rite and a 2 years old son.
so cuteee...

we had lots of fun, and taking pic period.
love those outing,
i wanna have it again..
then baby got to leave at 7 somthing
as he meeting his friends playing soccer.
and ying ying's guy, victor went to find his friends.
so left the girls,
had a very huge girls talk.
along the singapore river.
so cool but hot.
hahahahhax..
was fun.

enjoy much of my time today,
and yea, baby enjoyed his time too.
im so happy..

tmr start school le, hmmm
new day, new class, new faces.
haiz.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZI JIA.

Dance PRACTICE

today got dance from 1.30 to 5.30pm.
as usual, had out tambourine then flags.
we finally finish our beginners flags.
soon going on to intermedium.

having to recap others flag pattern which we
did last last saturday,
kind of fun, dancing together,
joke and laugher.

yup.
next sat go no dance as we having D&D
for our coming PULSE annversiary.
cant wait.
dun even know wad to wear yet.

yup, after that hon3y came,
and we went off to town,
enjoying ourself, but there was few misunderstanding,
we quarrel, but it was arite after that,
we manage to solve it.

im very very sorri hon3y,
alwaes making you pissed off.
seriously sorry.

FIFTH DAY OF WORK

today fifth day of work, HaA.
afternoon, nth to do, slack until, 5 plus.

before that,
jie jie peh ern came down and visit my brother,
as he went for operationn.
chatted wif each other, about his life at home,
and then my turn about me and Brian,

i kind of like talking to jie jie peh ern as she is my GODSIS.
she love to solve problem between couples.
yea.then pray together wif my brother.

then after that le, went off to work,
start at 6,50 end at 2am.
midnight show,
so do drop by if wanna see this girl working,
in GV PLAZA.
hahahax. (:

kind of fun working together,
talk alot of crap, during work,
about some horror things they encounted in cinema.
haA, you dun wanna know about that.

then honey was very sweet,
he came down and fetch me even thought
tmr in the morning,
at 8am he have to work,
i L O V E him to the max.
and he brought supper for me cuz i was hungry,
he is so sweet,
im so blessed wif my this BOYFRIEND.

HAha, today was Okay i guess,
nearly got heartattack..
all happen this.....
afternoon woke up,
switch on my com, then on tv..

then i went in the net to watch movie show.
until 5.30pm,
then watch my chinese show.
then my brother, need to buy girls stocking,
for our church D&D,
so he ask me to meet him at 7pm at westmall
cuz he is a man, how could he buy that,
so it was soon 6.30pm,
i go get ready.

baby say he got OT today so cant eat dinner wif me,
he at first say he can,
but after that he say he got OT.

so i was about to go out of my house to meet my brother,
opening the door,
HOn3y was standing outside my house,
can you believe that???
i was stunned and surpised.
i say "a.. wat you doin here?"
he call my house, and my dad pick up the phone,
i guess he told my dad again,
dun tell me,

man, he love giving surpise,
didnt expect he will,
as he say he got OT,
okay, then went down to westmall together,
meet my brother, brought the stuff,
and went back for dinner.

is so happy to see baby..
i was like dot dot dot......
have nth to say..

i jus love you so much..
he stay awhile at myhouse until he fall asleep.
at 10pm, i woke him up,
cuz he got work tmr,
ask him go home early.

so i now waiting for him to be home,
baby, you really shocked me jus now,
seriously....

why am i not working, today and tmr,
BOring at home!
nth much to do,
is either, chatting online, checking friendster,
writing blog or watch tv.
nth else,

wanted to go out,
but no one is free..
haiz.. i prefer working,
PLs put me on weekdays not weekends,
arghhh.. :(
bore until i took pic of myself at home,
nth to do.

BABY is working OT today,
so wont be meeting him still until fri nite.
friday will be working.
6.50 to 2am..

shld i ask baby come pick me,??
he got work the next day at 8am??
can he wait up on time,
see how bahx. hmmmm..
but i wan to see baby,

i miss HIM badly.
now he finish work le,
out wif his friends for dinner.
hmmm, i miss HIM. :(

FOURTH DAY OF WORK.

HAHa.
today my fourth day of work at BOX.
BOX is quite fun,
time passes damn fast.
the next time i look was 9 alreadi,
one more hrs and off i go...

nOt bad ar,working in GV.
they staff are friendly.
but i make many mistake.
so sry.. oh man.
how blur can i be. Haha.
beginner are alwaes blur.

i found out one thing in PS GV,
most of the girls in the BOX,
are quite short like me,
some of us are same age.

there's one girl named, meilan,
she look like me, even the customer said so,
she's same height, same hairstyle,
i think if we two turn behind, from the back look,
we both really look alike.
the different is onli,
she is fair and im Dark.
hahax.

yup, today did closing again,
meilan was fast in closing,
HAa went home at 10.30 sharp.
i and evon went to eat while meilan go find her friends.
we went caltex and eat maggie mee.
and then went home..

HOn3y didnt come fetch me today,
dun expect him to come fetch me everyday,
he is working now and the hrs time is long,
he need rest for new day tmr,
so i give him time to rest early,
didnt wan to waste his petrol too.
so we will be meetin on weekend,
is second day of his work.
Hope baby hon3y love this job even thought is tiring.

so im going off now. see ya.
happy reading.. :)

THIRD DAY OF WORK.

HaHA.

Today went to meet evon as

she was working wif me too.

we went buy colour contact lens.

she keep asking which colour is nicer

so i told her if she wan natural, will be brown.

so in the end she brought brown.

we then went to eat our "so call lunch/dinner,"

after that, wen walking around fareast.

Window shopping first before go work.

was going to be 5pm,

so we headed down to PS.

we went COTTON ON first before going work.

she start at 6.15 while i start at 6.30.

went to try clothing.

COTTON ON the stuff is all so nice and cheap.

im going to get that blouse.

once i& baby is free for shopping.

i loV3 COTTON ON.

then off i went to work.

evon wen to her floor, i went to my box.

TOday i open my own BOX.

yea. did a few mistake.
but everyone do made mistake at the first time.
so ya sry GV if i did any mistake,
will learn wad i did.

Serviing customer,

is kind of true,

if you are friendly toward customer,

they will be friendly toward you.

or did you ever come across ppl giving you attiudes.

is horrible. dun ever try. hahahx .

so ya. doing closing today again.
end at 11pm.
BABY HONEY came pick me!!!!!
I LOVE HIM
FIRST thing i do was wen i see HIM,
i ran to hIM and kiss AND HUG him. HAHa. =)

wen to eat supper wif his friends.
becuz one of his friends GF i think won "F4"
for dunno wad thing in the Channel U show.
my hon3y wen to support jus now.

so today work & other stuff was a blast
END TODAY WITH A SMILE :)

Went to church and worship GOD.
then after tat, we went for kids church,
didnt went for cell as some of the youths
will be teaching kids church,
for a month.

i and lynnest took pri 5-6.
they were.........
arite, i guess,
the girls are good, onli the guys,
sometime are noisy.
but yea we had fun.
teaching them.

"Now i noe why parent teach kids aday,
are usually tired.lol"

after church, those above 18 have to go for PRE-AGM.
AGM stand for.... i dunno.
we jus have to go there to mark our attendants.
but if i not wrong,
is talking about money problems,
and other stuff that parents usually talk about.
"Adult stuff."

"we youths jus have to sit in, nth much
was boring. "

after AGM,
i went home as jia jie told me that today outing was cancel
as evon grandmother amitted to hospital.
"i pray to GOD that EVON GRANDMOTHER
will be arite, protect her from any harm. AMEN"

i msg & call hon3y for a few times but he didnt reply me,
oh ya. he didnt come to church today as
he have to go with his parents to his grandparents grave.
.

finally he reply, i actually thought of going IKEA
and get my things, but baby wasnt free.
guess he was tired, sob sobx.

Nobody pei me go, min hui got meeting, my brother got meeting,
my parents got dialect ministy.
"lonely went home,
wishing that someone will call me out,
but nope."
so reach home, watch tv,
but not bad,
tv channel got nice shows one and another.
watch tv until my parents come home,
and i didnt know got "i Robort"
ha! thats a nice show i ever watch.

now waiting for my baby boy to call after his soccer,
I MISS HIM,

two days didnt see him le.
i think he cant go away
from me for a day,
i will like miss him like siao.
anything i think about,
he will be the first to be in my mind.

HOOO wEEE...

today went for dance practice,
have to buck up on my tambourine,
cant get it rite.

then have devotions, and then flags.
we have to come out wif our flags pattens.
mine - saviour
sabrina - blessing
pei qi - joy of finding Jesus
"the rest, shit, i cant remember
nvm, will ask them again..
oops."

so after dance, wen to have dinner at our usual food place.
then wen off to mervyn house for Q.
yup. Q was onli, me, xiu feng, jonathan junior and mervyn.
then Q finish at 10.30pm.
and jonathan Junior send us home.

nv meet baby today.
he got things to do and i got things to do too.

hon3y!
i know you are reading this.
carry on reading this down,
you sure will love me like a crazy person.

you know that??
i fucking love you.
you are alwaes the best.
i never had such a wonderful time wif
myBOYFRIEND before.

we HAD up&down,
making each other angry and making it up.
i alwaes made you mad and happy at times.
you love teasing me, disturbing me.

we wake up, we see each other,
is jus so wonderful, hugging each other to sleep.
kicking andand slapping each other
wen we wake up..

seeing sunrise together, even there was no sun rise.
enjoying the breeze. lying beside each other counting the star.
looking at the clouds and figuring the shape of the clouds.
is jus so wonderful.

piggybag me through those tall grass,
even though i was scare. helping me through.
i jus wander, are you the one,
GOD send down for me.
is jus too good to be true.

we had a great time together, and and i love it.
i still wan to enjoy those time wif you FOREVER.
jus to be wif you. i will be content!

In my room, everwhere is ur photos,
i jus cant stop thinking of you now and then,
you appear in my mind and heart alwaes.
i jus love you and i wan to thank you
for giving me a blessed year and life.

I LOVE MY LOVE LIFE
& present LIFE.

today early in the morning went to find my hon3y.
he was still sleeping, wen i reached there.
my tummy still hurt.
so i was thinking whether should i go work.

and further more,
my second brother was warded to hospital
of his right shoulder.
wen for opertation in the afternoon.
so i decided to go visit him wif hon3y.
so i decided not to go work.

my mum told me, not many ppl will visit him.
"so i will jus be a good sister &visit him."

visit to HOSPITAL.
LOOK AT MY 2nd BROTHER.
waahhax

saw him lying on the bed.
wif the bandage around his arm.

"remind me wen i was in cambonia.
was drip of tummy upset.
vomiting and diarrehoa.
wasnt warded in hospital
but in the hotel
better then hospital,
got SCV and aircon.
wahahahhax.

better not remind me of that.
is a weird days in cambonia."

i stay at the hospital with hon3y to pei my brother.
after that his army friends came,
so i and hon3y go to the show room
and watch our 9pm chinese show.
after that we went back..

it was late le, didnt went home,
but wen for my friends bbQ.

@ WORK (2nd april'08)

whooooo..
yesterday was my second day at work..
new partner teach3d me,
at least he teaches me lots of stuff..

did closing today again.
was a tough job.
knocked off kind of late. at 11pm.
was still okie. going through well.
remember things clearly.

was fun, as the cashier staff will chit-chat.
then hon3y came fetch me from work.
hon3y is the best.
we went to the same place and eat supper or dinner.
havent eaten still now.

but wen eating, my tummy suddenly pain.
very very pain..
and i feel like vomiting.
but i than until i reach home.
and i str8 ran to the toilet.
i vomited everything out.
didnt know wad was wrong with me.

my tummy hurts alots.
so hon3y told me to go sleep early.
and he went home after that.
i woke up the this morning my tummy still hurts.
and finally i noe the answer...
shhhhhh..

BACK FROM WORK

HA!

today is my first day of work as GV at PS.
is kind of a relax job.
but have lots of thing to rememeber.
the paid like wise is kind of little.
but is arite, cuz i choose part time,
and im not in need of money.

jus working to kill my boreness.
and less time meet wif hon3y,
so that he wont complain he cant exercise.
wahahhax. "i wan to see six pads soon ar."
jus kidding.

not bad, the job kind of fun,
the pack time is onli around 6-7 and 9 something.
so in the middle will be fast.
the time past fast too. so yup everything is arite.
but one thing not good is that,
"i cant get to watch my 9pm chinese show!"
so i ask hon3y to record for me,
&was watching jus now before writing this blog.
"Thank you hon3y, i love you"

after the show, hon3y came to fetch me,
finish work around 10.30pm. do closing.
then wen to BT TImah there and eat.
then he send me home.

so yup.that all for today.
end with a smile =)

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