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Monday, March 30, 2009
, 11:29 PM
⇨ from 1.15 to 10pm.. kena "f" by manager for no reasons. gosh, the things that didnt do and say for no reason.super fcuk up by them, was a suay day today...dun wish to talk about it, make me fcuk up by thinking back about it..why must it be always me.. damn.. dun understand why. i really goin to quit that job soon when i got another job.. and in the resign letter, im going to write this, " i love working in that company" but some manager are too fcuk up till i hate them to a core... kena said or scolded for no reasons, and i didnt did anything wrong... Can manager be nice to staff too. not we wont be talking behind your back like this...we are humans same like you... we do have feeling... not only you.. Angry!! made me fert upp to the core....... Sunday, March 29, 2009
, 11:03 PM
⇨ Didint do much time today.... after church str8 went to work. surpised that im working on sunday rite. hahahx i have no idea why imworking on sunday too. hahahx jus work bahx, tyring out... but actually, sunday is not bad too, is like usual on weekdays. not so crowded. hahahx, work till 9.30pm and off i went home.. tired... ahahahx. Anyway, today is our 1 YEAR 4 MONTHS with my dear boy.... didnt much spend time together as he is sailing.... soon he will be out... But im so glad and grateful, that i have known him, thinking back how we met, gave me a giggles. years plus months pass so fast, been with him like soon to be 2 years.. im so happy, dunnno how to express by words, how happy im. jus very happy to be with him, we are not those special couples who does not quarrel, we do quarrel alot, maybe more then some other couples, but in a relationship, we know that after a quarrel, we will get to know each other better, and we have to cool down before talking thing through... and we always quarrel only one night, and we cool down le, cuz we dun wanna drag till, you wont know wad will happen...so hahahx.. yup... we are not so great couple, we are jus normal sweet couple... hahahahax. Saturday, March 28, 2009
, 9:00 PM
⇨ OH YES! Thank you Sani!(: my bloggy is save by this helpful friend in deed..hahahx... is all normal now. no more virus.. thank god i no need to delete it away.. phew, give me a heart attack.. apparently, got this virus in my bloggy for the pass few days, i did not know how to remove it.until someone help me.. phew, is save, yea.. Had dance from 2 to 5 today. super tired. stretching for today was quite long.whole body is arching now.. hahahx and my knee is giving me problem somehow.today is a saturday where everyone is enjoying themselves outside but im at home is because my dear boy is back in camp till 5 of april. so no company today tmr and the following day, so i will be rotting at home, still someone call me out.. boring... yea.. so yup.. staying at home... rotting.... , 12:30 PM
⇨ im super irritated with my bloggy. jus heard from my friend that my precious bloggy got virus, and i dunno wad causes it..it stall all of my happy and sad moment with HIM. and i dun think i wanna delete it away, if not, then everything will be gone... can somebody tell me how to remove it?? Friday, March 27, 2009
, 11:38 PM
⇨ it was at 6.30 -7pm.. wen baby called.. i was super shocked wen baby called me, asking me to open my home door. so when i open the door, i was suprised to see baby at my doorstep. i was so so happy to see him, until i use the wrong key to open the gate. hahahx. asking him how can he come out, and he told me that, his officer seeing him too exhausted and ask him go back rest and next day early in the morning report back. *so nice of the officer. imaging, my dear boy everyday slp for only 4 hrs. is like killing him. thank god for his officer and i can also see him. upon seeing him, i hug him real tight..until, likely, he cant breathe.. ahhaha so excited to see him. every mins looking at him, kissing his forehead, his cheeks and lips..then he went for a bath. and then went down together with my parent and me for dinner. he is staying over my place today, super happy.. he is jus beside me now. YAHOO!!! go accompany him le.. bye.... , 5:21 PM
⇨ im so free this free days, that i can blog everyday. bloggy really kill my boring time.. im so glad that i got internet, it always kill my time or either Tv. us got back home from meeting, and my meeting jus lasted for 2 hrs, and we can go. hahax waste my time going back sch. but is alright, at least, it made me get out of home. *staying whole day at home can made ppl feeling super restless. and i dun wan, cuz it sucks. body becoming restless, no mood to do anything. atleast you can breathe outside air.... but mostly polluted air. hahahx P.S counting down to 5th april.. BTW..... HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, to my great friend, JONATHAN JAMES CHIN.known him for 7 to 8 years alreadi, days and years pass so fast, still remember how we met. hahahx *giggle* cant image we growing older and older... May you have a blessed birthday this year, make your wish carefully... enjoy(: Thursday, March 26, 2009
, 10:38 PM
⇨ A DAY OUT.... beautiful and sunny Earlier this week, evon, jia jie and I went out to play, without jas and jia. It's been long and we missed you. Under the hot heat of the sun, we were perspiring another thing I loathe most besides mosquito bites, tanner. Alright other than complaining, I must admit I enjoyed thoroughly, especially the company, i can jus say, "it was a wonderful day spending time with the girls." Wednesday, March 25, 2009
, 9:09 PM
⇨ oh yea. another day had gone.... apparently is jus four day not seeing my dear boy, im missing him terribly. finally he called me today, one in the afternoon around 2 plus, another called from him at 7 plus. so happy to hear his voice, heard that his camp now very stress.. have to really train hard in order to book out after 2 weeks. oh gosh.. my dear boy Jia you!!! you can do it!! i trust you, in other to see me baby, you got to train hard...hehe. in another hand, im having a picnic with the girls tml!!yahoo!!! im so excited...been a long time ever since we go out, jia cant join us again.. sad, jas might not too.. haiz... is okay., three of us still can enjoy!!! yahoo!!! going to take picture, eat, picture and eat.... hahax so happening. so glad to have this girls.. but in another hand, we are suffering together, all three of our guys are in army serving... so we have each other.... anyway didnt have much things today, jus met up with evon and headed down to Jp, and i got myself a "apple shape'' pillow and a neck pillow. mood: Happy Tuesday, March 24, 2009
, 10:29 PM
⇨ another day of loneliness bore bore bore, i can first jus say that, totally boring, dun have any where to go, no body called me up expect for evon , my dear sister, called me up for lunch, went to meet up and after lunch back home, as she had to head down to work. so reach home, had nth to do, so decided to head down to westmall for a walk. jus dun like that feeling wen you got to stay home the whole day, totally boring.like you are lock up, and couldnt go out. whole day in my room, have been facing my window, window, bed, laptop, tv......etc... jus wanted to go out and have fun. but sad, nobody ask me out... booring.. and then face laptop and tv the whole day, baby was sailing, so i didnt get any call or msg for one whole day, missing him is driving me crazy... pls give me something to do. i will die of boreness soon.. one word. HELP! Monday, March 23, 2009
, 3:25 PM
⇨ yesterday wen i got back home from the chalet plus lunch, threw my bag aside, lying down my bed and went to a deep deep slp. i was super tired and lazy to do anything.. got up at 7pm, wen daddy woke me up for dinner. after dinner, watch tv awhile and back to slp again. nite at around 11pm, baby called. it might be the last call from baby during the 2 weeks in camp.. as baby say is a new place and didnt know whether he got time to call me or chat. so in my sleepy mood, i forced myself to chat with baby, but i was totally too tired, and baby told me to go and have a rest, if he have the time, he will called me. so i slept back till this morning 11am woke up. i wanna say something, Brian is the man in my life, and i believe in myself, that i will be forever with him and he will be forever with me. cuz in our both life, he is my husband and im his wife. love. "Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss. is a long journey.. Sunday, March 22, 2009
, 11:35 PM
⇨ had a blessed and wonderful time at the retreat. it was my very first Pulse Retreat with them. it was a great time of sharing and reflection, it told us alot things of God we didnt know. thank you for the speaker, RON, it was a wonderful messages i heard, it touches my heart. and youths mates for the wonderful sharing. it was the first time i felt so interested in GOD's words, it made me learn, [message 1] 20 march Chosen by GOD through the grace of God... - there is only one way - Ephesians 2:8-9 Chosen for a Reason... - Ephesians 4:1-13 - God knows & he asked you to be faithful Chosen One... - 2 Samuel 7:11b-16 - Jesus not David - David is the chosen king over Israel but Jesus is the chosen Messiah over all Nation. [message 2] 21march Sentence Summary.. - Do you have "jonathan" in your life? A Blessed man remembers & acts in faith in the Faithfulness of God [message 3]Brokenness 21march Sentence Summary.. Acknowledge - my wrong doing Restore - cleanse my clean Teach - bring me closer to God. this are the three message that touches me, and made me wanna change my life. i jus felt the love there, i cried or teared silently, the room was totally emotions, for the first time, i hated my life, my past life, wad ever i did was totally wrong. life sometimes are super emotional and how cruel reality is. for the first time, i sat down leaning against the wall thinking.. tears rolled down my cheeks. after it was finish. sat down at the sofa and watch the movie about jesus dying on the cross. Pour my heart out upon seeing that, i feel the hurt there, wen jesus die for us on the cross. it was a great impact there i felt. and i ask god to forgive me of my wrongs doin.. is was quite true that i have someone there for me, someone special, send by God, i believe,& i have no lack of friends, but is there anyone there for me wenever i need friends to talk to. i keep thinking, i help friends who are needs of help, but do have anyone in return. keep asking myself that sometimes... sometime i felt useless, and stupid. sometimes. but i believe, there is a reasons behind all this. have faith in God. anyways, i love the retreat alots. plus those happening times with the girls. screaming, singing and shouting... had super fun... thanks girls and everyone. then it came to the sad part, i somehow suddenly feel lost and sad. baby is leaving to tuas tmr and i didnt have time for him, but im happy that baby cme for the retreat. but he coudnt book out after 2 weeks. i felt lonely suddenly, and i didnt wan him to go at all. it was sat nite, and he got to go. i send him down to his bike. and hug him real tight. i miss himm. i cant see him for two weeks. two long weeks, and im in the mist of hoilday. but come to think of that, it was no choice. he got to go. so he went.. went back to chalet, and i slept. couldnt stay awake or push myself to have fun with the girls at the lobby. i was totally down. it seems like i need baby around me. sometime i felt left out i church, but luckily baby is there. at least i have someone beside me... i thank GOD for letting me know brian, and i pray that God will forgive both of us. and guide us though this period of loneliness.. Amen i LOVE HiM AND i WiLL MiSS HiM. Friday, March 20, 2009
, 11:32 PM
⇨ PULSE retreat today, tmr and sunday. (: Thursday, March 19, 2009
, 10:24 PM
⇨ ![]() we had our second SC outing even though. not many of us turn up. it was a exciting wanderful outing, we had full of pic taken, full of foods, especially, chickens. had quite a long days at ECP. parently, meet up at 11am for project com. as we are handling some games, and then meet up with the rest at 1pm. had bbq through out the day till it was evening and photo taking session. hahahx and thats all.. off we went home, set bus 196 all the way to clementi. tired (: zzzzzzzzzZZZ in the bus. Wednesday, March 18, 2009
, 11:18 PM
⇨ oh yea... didnt rain today. thank god it didnt rain. so the girls, decided to went for a swim. hahax, we have so much fun, chatting with each other and swimming. swim till we were dark and off we went off for lunch, after lunch we went our separate ways le. for me, i went to meet up with josel for facial, yea. had facial for the whole afternoon, and then meet up with evon to get something for tmr SC outing... had fun.. been meeting up with evon recently. hahahahx. Tuesday, March 17, 2009
, 7:35 PM
⇨ Raining day. meet up with girlfriend for breakfast and off to school for student seminar meeting. went to visit, Youth.Olympic.Game.Learning.Centre for some knowledge of 2010 youth olympic. it was quite interesting there... we learn some new things. and after that we headed down to town to have meal. and then shop around. still i and evon forgot about the time. hahahax. then tired le, took bus home. jus came back not long.. tmr going for a swim. perhaps sun tanning too. *pls do not rain in the morning. (: oh gosh, heard from baby that he kena confine again, is all the commander fault. hais. thought we can attend the pulse retreat together, but nvm sat he is booking out in the afternoon.then come for the pulse retreat. then Sunday have to book in again le. btw, congrats to baby promote to third sgt. but Thursday then is officially. ya-hoo. then 23 of march, shift to tuas for jus one month, not officially yet, but in june then is officially. hahax.=) and is 8 am to 5pm. ya-hoo. Monday, March 16, 2009
, 7:05 PM
⇨ MONDAY BLUE is such a boring day.. i realy have to find something to do. woke up was about half day already, started up my com and catch a movie. this is wad i did the whole day.. nth else i can do.. gosh when can i be very busy.. starting from tml, i will be busy: this week: MARCH 16 to 22 [tml- meeting josel for facial @ 10am] [tml- SS @ 1pm-5pm] [18 - free] [19 - SS @ 9 -12pm] [19 - SC outing @12pm] [20 - SS @ 9-12pm [20 - Pulse retreat at 12.15 @ jurong east] [21 - Pulse retreat] [22 - Pulse retreat] Saturday, March 14, 2009
, 11:47 PM
⇨ hoilday had started and is one damn boring hoilday. nth to do, no where to go.. forgot to write my schedule for work.. i onli jus had a great fun on weekend. i always waiting for weekend to come. as baby is out, and he will bring me out to have fun. jus waiting for next weekend to come.. Tuesday, March 10, 2009
, 7:01 PM
⇨ YA-HOO! exam is O v e r, no more S t r e s s already. im confidence with myself for E maths yesterday, cuz all the question i can do, but for my APA, i did my very best.. those i study, didnt even come out, those i nv study, it came out. argh!!! not sure whether i can pass, i did all HW and coursework. so yup. hope so.. Finally, exam are over, i can finally rest.... NO more stress No more stress.. end of year 1. werid, no class photo, but then we took grp photo ourself.haA year 2 in one months time.. here we come..... bye EC1D. see ya next month. hope we will be in the same class. Sunday, March 8, 2009
, 11:00 PM
⇨ today didnt went anywhere, as my exam is tmr already!?!. decided to head down to baby house and study, reach aroun 2pm, study still fall asleep. hahax lol. super tired.. slp together with baby, so comfortable,. but baby slp stil dun care me.. slept at 4 plus to 5 something, then woke up le.. preparing to meet my family at joo chiat place and eat CRABS. so baby came along, and headed down, wow, my family ordered black pepper crabs and chilli crabs. best ar the crabs!!! yummy yummy.. the after dinner went back home with daddy, and baby went back to his home.. then reach home, open my book study still it was time for me to slp. tmr have to wake up early...!!! nite everyone!! good luck for exam tmr every single one who is having Exam this week!!!!! jia you!! (= Saturday, March 7, 2009
, 3:03 AM
⇨ didnt know today didnt have dance.. stayed home the whole day, as baby was super busy. watch tv and study the whole day. parently, planning to go blading at east coast but it was raining and baby wasnt free yet, so i stayed home till 5 plus and left home to find baby at his area. couldnt take it anymore, home is so bored, suddenly feeling so restless. quickly went out, at least have some fresh air.. around 6 plus reach baby home but baby wasnt at home. he went to do his bike. so at his home watching tv..HAAaa.. and waited for 3 hrs. he came back at 8 plus.. i was so hungry by then. so then he got back, we went to makan.. at his house market and then we went to see movie at 12.10am.. but wen we brought the ticket was jus 10 plus. so we went up to Vivo rooftop and relax..hahahx. watching WATCHMAN. that show sucks, only until the back part where all the interesting part finally come... lol(: it was super draggy... Boring. hahahax LOL but i had fun watching it with baby. as long baby is beside me, im happy..(= ♥ I LOVE BRIAN NEO CHIANG SAN ♥ Friday, March 6, 2009
, 10:08 PM
⇨ Exhausted had study since i woke up till whole day.this is my first time in my life, been really studying, trying my best to score well in my coming exam. and i hope i can pass with flying colour. is tough, especially maths and formula. i hate them. but no choice, i took that course. been finding formula all over my books, first was to study APA and then E Maths, my room was all over with papers and books. at least now i know what kind of questions will come out. so i can study for it.. i jus wish that exam can go pass fast, and i can enjoy my days, no stress and exhausted anymore... days without you is so boring. , 3:56 PM
⇨ I hate it. i always got this kind of feeling, i jus dun get it,, why.. i hate this feeling so much..it jus make me feeling exhausted, tired, stress. argh. i jus cant take it anymore. pls take away this kind of feeling, which i always thinking in my head. i dun like that kind of feeling. pls take it away.. hated.... Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you. Thursday, March 5, 2009
, 11:24 PM
⇨ this week was Study week. had to study till my exam was over, MOn and Tue. i feeling so nervous now. had studied this whole afternoon at JE library with my classmate, till it was evening, and then off we go for dinner. supposely to meet up with baby, but he was busy, i understand. is okay baby=) it also rain heavily your area, maybe God doesnt want you to meet up with me, have to keep troubling you, fetching me here and there. i know my house is far......too bad, who ask you to ask me to be your gf. dun complain. hahaha LOL.. i stay at the west, and you stay at the east. oh well, we have to go through all this. no choice. jus hope, we dun get tired of traveling, here and there. jus treat it as long distance bah. hahahahx. always wish you can stay near me. but its also not good, everyday see you might confirm sianz de. ahhahahaz.lol. bueks.. Monday, March 2, 2009
, 11:44 PM
⇨ it was a brand new monday week, i didnt had sch. so had a belated birthday celebration for our dearest Fazli. thanks Evon, for the morning. and then met up with them at 1.30pm to town.. went over to Parkmall and ate sakae. haA, and then off we go to marina, had a long walk in marina, to catch our Marley & me show at 7pm. the show was sad, evon cry, we all thought there was something which will happen but then marley still die.. oh gosh... after movie, went over to esplande, which we didnt had gone for a long time.. took photos. and then we were hungry, so we went over to the market which jus at esplande and order, stingray, kangkong, fried rice, egg and carrot cake. hahahax. wow.. yummy yummy. ate all finish.. we girls are big eaters. hahahax. =) had a great day with the girlssss... Sunday, March 1, 2009
, 11:03 PM
⇨ baby left supper early in the morning. receiving a msg from his sister, and then off he went..(shouldnt say out). so i woke up and bath and get ready to go to church with my family. and then service and then cell, didnt had cell as we are having a farewell lunch for hui wen who is going off to China this tue. for attachment. she will be away for 6 weeks.. "hui wen, we are gonna miss you. take great care of yourself there., check with you on msn or facebook." hahax.. had lunch and then back to church, our lunch was yummy and fulling.. then all the way to baby house.. a few mins ltr. it was raining super heavy wen i reach his place.. i was little bit hungry again, so follow baby down to market, before that baby go cut hair, then brought back food, and then after food, we slept. hahahax. it was so comfortable cuz it was raining super heavily... and guess wad, slept till 9.30 pm. by then it was still raining, so baby give me money to take cab home, and baby ride back to camp.. that was how i spend my day..haha! |